AiDiLadHA

Aidiladha is a celebrating after completion the Haj and I'm not plan to go back to hometown for celebrating in this year.In my plan is to join the team to work together in slaughter of peace offering. The team's what we call it ' Ahli Rewang '. But as we all know that the ceremony is going on friday so all the activity are so limited.The slaughter in my area were posponted to the next day. Cause of no program, so my husband suddenly offer to go back to Muar. Don't waste the time cause the chance is not come twice.
Depart from Shah Alam at 2pm and arrived around 4:30pm.Actually we were suprise my mom. She's look so happy and in the same time my sister have a newborn and one more niece coming for me.Simple name like her two sister, MAIYA eldest then NAILA and now my lil niece HAINA.My sister and her family are live in Brisbane, Australia.They will come back twice a year or more than that if got something else in family matters.
Even my mom's alone but she constant to make ready all sorts of side dishes like a Ayam Kurma, Dagging Rendang, instant nasi impet, Kuah Lodeh and didn't forgot Sambal Kacang. All of this menu are my favorite menu as well.What I'm suprised is Ketupat also got.Eeeeemmmmmm.....thinking how come my mom has been prepare all this in a short time.It's terrible...that because of she's MOM. She knows what you need and what you feel.....I'll be like her too.

LasT DAy

Last day in TASKI AL HIDAYAH, Kapar.My daughter will present their lovely song, 1234 together with all the friends.This is a hapiness day by looking all the kid has been wear a wonderfull dress and colour. She cool and didn't nervous to perform the song in the stage.Today has become a sweet memories in their life.She's cute and really cute like her mum to.hehehehheheh

KeNAnGan BeRsAMa KEluArGa

Hari ni sesungguhnya aku tidak merancang pun untuk kemana-mana kerana aku telah diminta untuk datang bekerja pada awalnya.Tapi...angin malas datang tetiba jer.Kebetulan Abg Sayang pun lebih menggalakkan aku berada bersama dengan keluarga hujung minggu begini. Pernah terbaca tentang Paya Indah Wetland yang terletak di daerah Kuala Langat...Dengkil. So aku dan family pun kesana...tak kiralah apa tempatnya..asalkan dapat gunakan masa sepenuhnya bersama mereka. Anak-anak cukup girang, bebas lakukan apa saja kerana pada ketika itu tidak ramai pengunjung yang datang. Selain dari suasana sejuk mata memandang,terdapat juga kolam buaya, kolam itik, Ladang kuda dan berbagai-bagai lagi tarikan yang mampu membuatkan pengunjung begitu menghayati keindahan ciptaan tuhan. Di samping itu pengunjung juga boleh beridah dengan meniki basikal mengelilingi kawasan Paya Indah Wetlands ini.

Ada juga chalet-chalet yang didirikan di sekitar kawasan Paya Indah Wetlands ini bagi sesiapa yang gemar menikmati keadaan di waktu malam di sini. Macam-macam daya tarikan boleh didapati di sini, yang paling best bagi aku ialah sekeluarga Badak Air yang terdiri daripada 3 ekor badak air cukup menggamit perhatian pengunjung. Salah seekor yang aku ingat bernama Kundra! Tapi yang paling teruja ketika di sana adalah ketika berada di kawasan kolam Buaya Tembaga.Bila sahaja mendengar suara kanak-kanak bermain dan berlari, beberapa ekor buaya tanpa disedari datang menghampiri.Walaupun kolam telah pun di pagari dengan cukup baik, namun perasaan terkejut tidak dapat digambarkan. Bagaimana buaya begitu teliti dan cekap menangkap mangsanya...adalah dari azali lagi. Hari masih awal dan sebelum pulang kami sekeluarga sempat singgah diPutrajaya.Tempat ni memang orang ramai biasa pergi tapi bagi aku tidak...kami dah lama tak menjejakkan kaki kesini.Kali terakhir adalah ketika adanya pertandingan bunga api antarabangsa yang lalu.Saja singgah untuk merakamkan gambar untuk KENANGAN BERSAMA KELUARGA.

HAvE FuN

There's my kid.They have fun with their pool.Nothing to do in the weekend but we're still happy and always make it a happy day. See Syasya also want to join and she make it so funny really funny.Have a fun kid. Luv u all and mum happy to.

Medical

Uuuhhhhh....wakeup early this morning.I've take a leave due to have an appointment with Doctor.Going with my lovely hubby.He's a good husband and understood of all the things.I've seen that this is the time to show how much we cariying each others.
This is my first time coming to Sunway Medical Centre.Meet with Dr. Lim Chin Wei,he's a specialist in Uoroligy.It's cause of I've some infection with my bladder.After do the treatment, doctor said that this is a normal infection and it will be more seriously if I didn't treat early.My goodness.I knew, this is a pain that is too hurt if it's coming to us especially for women.
Around twelve we are moving out from Hospital and take a lunch at Shah Alam. Feel like a honeymoon..hahahahah....see we are going out without our son or daughter.Well it because of have an urgently matter, otherwise we'll going with our hapiness family.Suddenly my husband asking me..why not we going to Karaoke and have a fun there also make it to realease our tension.I know that he's like to karaoke and always do that.In that time....I didn't urgue anything and follow what ever he wants to make a day begin a happy day.....

Disappointment in my life

Today i'm feel so sad.Suddenly my tears come out and feel pity for the accusation that is point to me. This is not fair and to much.Am I need change what I'm beeing now or they should change their behavior and act.I'm definitely tired of feeling beaten down and like I'm disappointing my boss and my colleague.But I'll be remind for my self...I've to strong to go through all of this and always be a positif thingking as well.
I've been disappointed in friends before, and have even more often disappointed my friends.I'll tell you what, though, friendship survives disappointment. I'll hang on to every friend who'll have me, because I know I'm a jerk, and I'll never be so rich that I can afford to lose a friend.Yeah, I'll get mad and not talk to people for awhile, and totally p*ss people off, but I always come around. I hope that people do the same for me.
We only have one life, and I want my life filled with friends; imperfect, irritating, exasperating, fun, loving, cant-live-without-them, would-give-my-life-for-them, friends.
I must give them time; I've had people block me before, but they've cooled off and we worked things out. If they don't want to continue the friendship, though, I wouldn't hold a grudge...heck, the people on here who have dropped me as a friend I don't hold a grudge against!

Well, what I can say is that this world is all about realism. People at the bottom of the pyramid always want to climb to the top. That’s the rule of the nature. Look at animals besides human beings, the tops always get to dominate the rest, be the first ones to eat prays, and kill any member who’s trying to take over their places. People do whatever that’s good for them and whatever that doesn’t benefit them. Work yourself out or at least protect yourself from being hurt or used by other people, you will get used it. Just think it as the nature rule, all life beings including human animals all do that, you will get through......

hEAltH oF My sELf

Actually I'm not feeling well since past two weeks until today.I've low blood preasure about 90/60. It's so worst. Now my headache are really painful.Hope so I didn't collape cause it can be happened any time as I know. Maybe not enough take a rest, too buzy with my paperwork plus my secondry job is to support to assemble our product. So all of this had become me too tired.
Doctor ask me to take some medicine like a vitamin or something that can make my blood increasing and the important think is I've to take a rest.Schedule back my daily activity and my task.Maybe my daily schedule is very tight.
I'll wakeup early around 5:30am.After send my daughter to my baby sitter, I'm rushing to go to Shah Alam from Kapar and it take a time around 45 min driving. Drive more better if straight away from Setia Alam to pass through NKVE, KLIA Expressway and exit at Seafield tol. Either through Federal Highway also can but the traffic is crowded and I didn't estimate the way.
Sometime it became abnormal if something else happened and I'll become not punctuality to work. Talk about tol...uuuuhhhhhh here or there I don't have a choice but Federal is less than others. Talking about my careear, it's too messy. I've to do so many things in a time.I must think a positif and be a positif.Take a opportunist that has been trusted to me. By hook or by crook, I'll through on and on unless I stop all of this-terminate.
As I mention before, my health is not well and doctor had advice me to go to Sunway Medical Centre to do health screening.Hopefully all of all is sucsess. HOPEFULLY......

Our friends

I'm bored today.Disappointed with my office mate.Feeling of satiety with her character, a sudden show of childish anger and bad behavior so. Oh my GOD,please....give me a courage,patience and tact to pass through all of this.
Don't let augliness came over me. I don't understand but it's a reality. Everything that I do it seems like a silly on their sight. See, if some one feel that whatever they do, they do the wright things and always do the best of all, at last it become a ripple. Am I right.
I think she's not matured as I knew and she's not able to have a friends cause she don't know how to recpect, how to apologise and how to cariying a colleague.
Ohhhhh....how it be happened to me got a friend like her. Now I feel so sad. How to go through all of this. Am I need someone to hear, to understand what I'm feel, to persuade my heart. I'm going to cry...cry...and cry.
Unpurposely I got some message came from an old friend. Thankful and goodness Allah, mean that time with Your blessed to meet me with someone that so special to me. He's really understand cariying on me, make me happy and back to smile. He's a good men that I never seen before accept my hubby.
During my sadness, they come and advice me to be a strong women,don't ever give up in anythings happened, always foregiveness. Live must go on and remember always make your live is wonderful days by days. I'm really want to meet him but times and situation is not allowed. I'll be patience as I know that times will be coming for us.
My mesage for all my friends out there, don't ever be a treacherous among your friends.It terrible as I know. Try to be friends with others without negatif thingking ' who they are'. Friends will coming front of u, behind of u, between of u or a very simple words is around us.