Our friends

I'm bored today.Disappointed with my office mate.Feeling of satiety with her character, a sudden show of childish anger and bad behavior so. Oh my GOD,please....give me a courage,patience and tact to pass through all of this.
Don't let augliness came over me. I don't understand but it's a reality. Everything that I do it seems like a silly on their sight. See, if some one feel that whatever they do, they do the wright things and always do the best of all, at last it become a ripple. Am I right.
I think she's not matured as I knew and she's not able to have a friends cause she don't know how to recpect, how to apologise and how to cariying a colleague.
Ohhhhh....how it be happened to me got a friend like her. Now I feel so sad. How to go through all of this. Am I need someone to hear, to understand what I'm feel, to persuade my heart. I'm going to cry...cry...and cry.
Unpurposely I got some message came from an old friend. Thankful and goodness Allah, mean that time with Your blessed to meet me with someone that so special to me. He's really understand cariying on me, make me happy and back to smile. He's a good men that I never seen before accept my hubby.
During my sadness, they come and advice me to be a strong women,don't ever give up in anythings happened, always foregiveness. Live must go on and remember always make your live is wonderful days by days. I'm really want to meet him but times and situation is not allowed. I'll be patience as I know that times will be coming for us.
My mesage for all my friends out there, don't ever be a treacherous among your friends.It terrible as I know. Try to be friends with others without negatif thingking ' who they are'. Friends will coming front of u, behind of u, between of u or a very simple words is around us.